My wish for your sons

Being a parent it is hard

But as a child it’s even harder

I now remember of my mother

The one I failed so many times

I thought that her harassment towards me

Resulted from the guilt I carry

But this is not the point my poem makes

I told you my greatest mistakes

My wish for your beloved sons

Are just as accurate in thought

As the desires that I had

For my dead son

He was not born

And this is just my greatest sin

I was ashamed to tell you this

I now believe he is with God

Praying to him for my redemption

Now that I have your full attention

I give my best for your two children

I guarantee they will find freedom

I pray they live a life of bliss

And do not know the word abyss

I hope they find their true love story

And they’ll be drowning in the glory

Of one and mighty God Allah

I hope they teach you how to smile

Not for awhile but all the way

Close to their hearts is where you’ll stay

I wish abundance in their worlds

I wish they never face a sword

I wish that nature and their fire

Fulfill every single  desire

And finally at time of peace

That they accept me as their friend

And then is when I’ll be released

That is my last and final test

Marie...Amora...I can’t rest....